My brother gave me a virus the other day via AIM before coming home this weekend.
Now I'm sick.
*Ba-dum Pssh*
Damn immune system.

And now quality R&B from the mid 90's

Keith Martin - Never Find Someone Like You

Girl you take my breath away
And when I'm with someone new
I'd rather be here with you, baby forever
My heart belongs to you,
'Cuz I think about you all the time
You know my love is true when we're together
I played around girl and I made you cry
When I looked up you were saying good-bye
I'm begging you please, I need you so bad
Don't leave me now you're the best girl I had

I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true love
I'll never, I'll never find someone like you,
'Cuz I love the way that you hold me
Girl I won't no I won't let you go
No one could ever do the way I would make love to you

All I have is just my heart and my feelings I give to you
That's all that I can do, is give you forever
Oh, you don't know that you're hurtin' me
'Cuz it's not just a sexual thang,
I want to share my dreams baby together
Girl I'm afraid just to give it all up
My hearts tellin' me to hold back on my love
But when you get close I just want you to know
I start to get weak and I can't let you go

I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true love
I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
'Cuz I love the way that you hold me
Girl I won't no I won't let you go
No one could ever do the way I would make love to you

Just your smile...
Tenderness
Girl I wont let you down (won't let you down)
Girl, I will never find no one that compares to you
Never find anyone...

I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true love
I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
'Cuz I love the way that you hold me.
Girl I won't no I won't let you go.
IÂ?ll never find someone like you
And I promise to honor you

I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true love
I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
'Cuz I love the way that you hold me
Girl I won't no I won't let you go
If I would spend my life through
I will never find someone like you
-------------------------------

So yea, that was "Our Song" for my first ex and I.
It wasn't because of the lyrics, at least not to my knowledge at the time.
It was just a great song from it's arrangement to his voice.
Just great.

Found out that two of the three years out of our relationship were complete bullshit on my birthday.
She pretty much sent me spiraling into my first nervous breakdown.
That's why the intense hatred for so long.
On advice of a good friend I finally let it go and started up communications with her again via e-mail.

It's because of her I give complete trust in my loved one.
Let her fool around as much as she'd like because as long as there aren't any rings or vows involved, it's perfectly fine with me.
Enjoy life to the fullest, as long as there is no emotional attachment involved w/ the others and you do it safely.
It comes with the age.
Hell, I'd probably be there recording the festivities for my own personal records.
I'm not the jealous boyfriend type.
Believe it or not.

So how is ex#1 doing?
Still a slut.
But I'm really tempted to take her up on her offers and double-wrap myself.
Because I've been left that frustrated from my last relationship.

Probably not going to though.
Nothing as far as third base for me.
In my eyes, home base involves alot of emotional commitment.
Because of the chances of pregnancy, I always ask myself would I be willing to spend my life w/ this woman?
After a sober 2nd analysis of the majority of the girls I met while bar hopping...
Not really.